I am undecided. I do but I don't. Like I love the idea of having a family but I feel like the process to get there is hard. I don't like the sound of birthing a child or dealing with the first several years of their life where they are VERY dependent on me. Maybe I am being selfish? I am not getting any younger though so I really should decide. I don't know if it is a good idea to have children past the age of 30.